Steady my breathing, silently screaming, i have to have you now
Sudah setahun lebih saya mengenal lagu John Mayer ini. Tepatnya, dalam pembacaan buku 'Antologi Rasa' tulisan @ikanatassa. Memang si penulisnya ini juga fans sejati John Mayer. Jadi, lagu ini menjiwai hampir seluruh cerita.
Sangat menarik bahwa satu judul lagu bisa mempengaruhi keseluruhan cerita secara utuh. Lantas ikut menggenapinya dalam kepingan-kepingan kecil alur cerita.
Sangat menarik bahwa satu judul lagu bisa mempengaruhi keseluruhan cerita secara utuh. Lantas ikut menggenapinya dalam kepingan-kepingan kecil alur cerita.
Kalau bukan karena pengalaman akibat perasaan terhadap seseorang, saya mungkin hanya tahu bahwa lagu ini hanya sebuah lagu saja. Sebuah pengungkapan atas makna pengharapan. Sebuah ujung akhir bagi sebuah keinginan.
Kalau saya tidak pernah mengungkapkan perasaan itu kepadanya barangkali saya tidak pernah tahu rasanya jadi Keara yang mengharap cinta Rully, atau Harris Risjad yang selalu mendamba Keara. Lengkap dengan semua pengharapan dan ketakutan yang membingkai dalam angan pengharapan tanpa batas.
Dalam senja selintas kemarin sore, saya merasa mengalami perasaan itu: i have to have you now.
I want you so bad i'll go back on the things i believe... There i just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me....
Kalau saya tidak pernah mengungkapkan perasaan itu kepadanya barangkali saya tidak pernah tahu rasanya jadi Keara yang mengharap cinta Rully, atau Harris Risjad yang selalu mendamba Keara. Lengkap dengan semua pengharapan dan ketakutan yang membingkai dalam angan pengharapan tanpa batas.
Dalam senja selintas kemarin sore, saya merasa mengalami perasaan itu: i have to have you now.
I want you so bad i'll go back on the things i believe... There i just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me....
Pharmindo, 30 April 2013.
* Dengan ingatan kepada Senin Siang di Kopitiam Oey, 29 April 2013
* Dengan ingatan kepada Senin Siang di Kopitiam Oey, 29 April 2013
"Edge Of Desire"
Young and full of running
tell me where is that taking me?
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinity?
love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me
for all of my trying
we still end up dying
how can it be?
don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me
so young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire
steady my breathing
silently screaming
I have to have you now
wired and I'm tired
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours
don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me
Young and full of running
tell me where is that taking me?
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinity?
love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me
for all of my trying
we still end up dying
how can it be?
don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me
so young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire
steady my breathing
silently screaming
I have to have you now
wired and I'm tired
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours
don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me
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